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Monday, March 31, 2008, 10:39 PM
i am so bloody pissed.not really THAT pissed, but pissed. i dk, i can't even force a fake smile across this face. why can't people just keep some stuffs to themselves and not tell anyone else? i mean not like it affects me big time if they let stuffs leak, it doesn't at all actually i don't seem to understand myself. these feelings are undoubtedly shitty no one could understand me, not like i fully understand myself. i am just this messed up person whose moods are like kinda unpredictable? i can come to school looking glum but deep inside, i am all happy or come to school looking so happy but actually, deep inside, i'm so broken what happened totally sucked and no one knows what i am talking about and at this point i wish i dont either. i don't wish to let anyone know anyway, i mean, i shall keep this to myself yesterday brought me back to history not the 1763 history kind but i mean, sometime ago i really missed it so much i wish i could hit the rewind button lets just recall whatever memories we once shared. oh and ms tee is once again absent from school wonder what actually happened, kinda worried too. just liek how we got worried when sha refuses to pick up her damned phone just now after thousands of calls. life's been quite nice, except the fact that my moods are swinging at full speeeeeeeed, everyday maybe its period. well, something we have to face every month which apparently suck much if only i could buy the world with $2 I WOULD, OKAYYYYY and then i will colour it and fill it with rainbows and flyign muffins. i wanna ride a helicopter which goes TACK-KE-TACK-KE-TACK on top(: see, my mood is high up there now!!! Labels: these feelings i can't seem to get |